All The Things

There are a lot of things i wish i could say to people, but i can’t, so here they are. Names have been replaced with numbers so you don’t actually know who i’m talking about, it just feels good to get everything off my chest.

1) We’ve only just (well like a year and a half now) become close friends but you are one of my best friend. I think of you as my older sister because your always there for me when i need you and can help me out with whatever i need. You give me the best advice i could ever ask for and always have my back no matter what the situation is. When we go out the whole world needs to watch out because nothing can stop us, drunk&&drunker are on the lose ;). I guess this is also an appropriate time to say thanks for always looking after me we drunker can’t handle herself hahaha. We’ve had some eventful nights out (october break; friday) and i think it’s pretty safe to say birthdays arn’t our things! You are such a strong girl and i really can’t thank you enough for making me a stronger person and teaching me everything you have taught me. I know i might not always be able to help even if i try my best but i hope you know that if you ever need me you can come to me and i’ll try my hardest. 

2) As well as the girl above, you and i have only just become close friends but you really have become one of my best friends, kinda more like my other half <3 we used to be closer and i seriously realllllly misss it, it was around this time last year that we got especially close and ever since then our friendship just got stronger until a little while ago when i felt it slipping away. I miss everything we used to do together and how we used to talk 24/7 and how people used to get annoyed with us cause we were inseparable. I hope we can become that close again soon. I do want to thank you for everything you’ve done for me and always listening to me rant on about my problems when you have enough things of your own to think about. 

3) Alright, i really don’t know where to start with you. We’ve had so many ups and downs and you really were like my older brother. I absolutely adore the way you looked out for me and i want you to know that everything you’ve done for me i really appreciate. You’ve picked me up multiple times when i’ve felt like i’ve had no one and i really can’t thank you enough. We had a rough month in our friendship and went like two weeks without talking and even if i didn’t show it, it was honestly one of the hardest things i’ve done. I’m so glad we sorted through that and our back to being the bestest of friends again (: You make such an impact in on my life, thanks again for everything you’ve done for me, helped me through, taught me, and the inside jokesss we have.

4) Girl, i absolutely adoreee youu <3 it’s funny how close a sport can bring you to someone. We laugh about the stupidest things and i love it. You’ve slowly become someone i can trust with anything and it’s so nice to know that! Know that i got your back with anythaaang you need ;). I’d seriously never be able to survive APUSH without you; reppppin’ the lower scores forevssss. 

5) Ay yooo girlfraaan, like you said to me on my birthday “I knew ever since that ap us class when we were copying the 13 colonies off eachother that we were gonna become best friends” hahahah omg man i actually love you so much. I’m so glad you came into my life this year. I know the move was hard for you but I hope your adjusting to things here. We’re so alike it’s crazzzy, i love going out with you we just tear apart the night and i cannot wait until you come back from America and we have another crazy night out. Thanks for everything you’ve done for me!

6) You give me the BEST ADVICE, if i ever need someone to help me through something you’re one of the first people i go too. You are one of the most real girls i’ve ever met. I’m glad we’ve become so close of this past year and half. I know you go through your fair share of hard times but you deserve the best babe and i know you’re  going to get that some day. STAYSTRONG. i love you.

7) 14/07/10. Probably a date i’ll never forget….but i’ll also never forget the shit you said to me. I don’t know if i’ll ever be able to forgive you for some of that because for weeks it ate me up inside i never thought i could feel this much negative feelings to a person that once made me so happy. I hope it was worth it.

8) Eh, i really actually don’t like you. Some might call it fake because i’ll be nice to you but i just think of myself as being mature enough to not make silly drama out of nothing. To put it clear i think you’re rude, literallllly self obsessed, and make up a load of shit for no reason. I never know if i can trust you with something or if you’re just gonna go off and tell people to make yourself seem cool :/.